We had learned the
peaks and valleys,
joys and sorrows,
exhilarating times and ordinary times,
sunshine and rain,
laughter and tears,
healing and pain,
and, as in life,
the trail has a beginning and an end.
Likewise, the end is a new beginning.
—MADELAINE CORNELIUS,
Katahdin with Love: An Inspirational Journey, 1991
The 100 mile wilderness was started off by a great stay at Shaw's Hostel in the town of Monson; a gift to our group (Gouda, Savannah, Snack and myself) from my Mother. We ended up staying there 3 nights with one zero day and one slack pack day. Monson was perfectly quaint and full of gems. There was another hostel in town, The Lakehouse, that many hikers stayed at and we all walked back in forth between the two hanging out with each other. There were tons of hikers there- some I hadn't seen in months. This is where we learned that the scary "100 mile wilderness" could be slack packed. This means that it's not so much of a wilderness because there are roads, they may be logging roads, but they are there. We ignored them and kept up with our original plan: onward with heavy packs full of 7 days of food.
The 100 mile wilderness truly was beautiful and being there during Maine's peak of fall leaves didn't hurt. It was quite cold though, and the weather reports threatened a lot of rain. Up until this week I had never really cried. I made up for that. One unforgettable moment involves a stressful river ford. I was ahead of everyone else and came up to this beautiful river that looked treacherous to cross. It had rained ALL day the previous day and I hiked almost 20 miles without stopping just to make it to the end of the day as soon as possible. We were still waiting for the promised "beautiful weather forecast" to come out. I was determined to not get wet again. I attempted crossing multiple times, always returning to find a new strategy. It took over 20 minutes but i finally walked upstream, took off my pants and strapped everything to my pack. I got across without slipping into the current and soaking everything I owned. I decided the dogs were going to need help, so I would sit and wait. When the others came they kept walking, turning to follow the trail alongside the river. "???!!!!" I had crossed and I didn't need to. Enter thin skin. At first it was funny, but soon I was alone and I urgently wanted to get back across. In my rush I tried to cross right there, with out looking for the best spot. I got stuck in the middle on a rock, to scared to try to reach the next one. I folded my arms to whimper and pout like a pitiful child. Current rushed around me. On cue, rain started pouring down on me. Somehow I reach the edge of the river and also the edge of my tolerance for amusement. I angrily charged into the woods in only my crocs, underwear and rain coat. I didn't care to stop for a second. All I could think about was the shelter 2 miles away and how I would have been there eating lunch, nice and dry, if I hadn't pulled this genius stunt. Gouda had stopped for something on the trail and looked up at me pushing by. I caught the confused look on his face and flashed him an angry look I'm sure. He was kind enough to not laugh then and there at me. We all laugh about it now, and it turns out I wasn't the only one to do that.
I almost forgot. We were often with these film makers from Germany who were making a documentary of the AT for German public television. Max and Rhiner were wonderful fellas but I was glad they didn't catch my 2 mile croc n' undie walk in the rain.
We reached Baxter State park and all there welcoming rules. The feeling seemed to be generally nostalgic. We were 8 miles away from Katahdin, the end we'd all been waiting for. No sooner had we bought snacks from a small camp store when a van pulled up to drop other hikers off from town. They announced that Katahdin was closed, that it had been closed for 2 days and it would be closed tomorrow. the news hit like a knife- this was not part of our plan. It was not even part of our flexible plan. We have schedules at this point, people have plane tickets, our beautiful timeless world was gone; time had been creeping in for weeks and we now felt it all at once.
We ended up waiting for two days. One night at the AT lodge in town and one night in the hotel with my Mom and Grandparents. The town of Milanauket seemed to have been suffering and shrinking for the last few years and hikers seemed to outnumber the townspeople and our numbers were growing daily. Everyone was restless. We made conspiracy jokes about the park closing the mountain just to keep us in town to boost the economy. We plotted to storm the mountain, after all, they couldn't catch and fine ($500 and up) all of us! In the end, some went home and most stayed. Maggie and I left with my family and headed home. 2 days later the weather on the mountain was safe enough and 48 thru-hikers finished together in glory. Snack and I got a call from Geoff after their final descent. As therapy for our own mixed emotions we named off all the hikers we figured were there together. We named 47.
So it is. It's not about the destination, but the journey, isn't that what we always say?
However, we will be there next summer, ready to summit those last 5 miles!







